Monday, May 11, 2009
It's very satisfying to know that, I am in a good condition now. I'm learning to divert my attention little by little, and it is good to know that I'm starting to act normal again, think normal again, just the way I lived my life, few months ago. I've been a dumbass-hypocrite for thinking that I've finally moved on. I even thought that I'm inlove again with someone, till I saw him again. I wasn't so sure on how I will react or say, I don't know if I'll just smile or laugh or say what I was really feeling that time. He kissed another girl infront of me. I saw it and it distracted me. Anyway, I really don't have to react on that, thinking that I'm the one who broke up with him.

It's just that, it really pinched my heart. I won't deny it this time. I already told him how I felt that night. A relief, it made the process more easy. Spilling out yer feelings is a good therapy eh? Being harsh in words are not that bad, I guess so? Hahaha. I can't keep him forever, and I can't wish for him to come back. I can't do that. We've been through alot of damages and I can't stand to add more on that. Just let the things fall into their places? or should I say, COME WHAT MAY? Right guys?

I'm starting to hang-out with my friends again, I stopped depriving myself from talking to someone, I can even see myself from the mirror, smiling again. Laughing hard again, you knoooooooow. This is me. This is Axl. This is the way I want myself to be again.

Thanks to my friends. I love you's for all of you. (:

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